Everything is going very smoothly with James. We are probably currently in the 'honeymoon period' as they say; spending lots of time together, not wanting to leave, texting immediately upon getting home etc. All very nauseating stuff. I wish I could stay with him all the time. He is perfect for me, I think, and he makes me very happy ( Read more... )

Honestly, what is so bloody difficult about saying 'hello' or 'goodbye'? Choir Friend is behaving as erratic and weird as usual, but I am becoming less nervous and analytic about his mood swings, and more irritated. We went to the pub last night with a couple of friends after church choir rehearsal; it was a nice night and on the walk home (we ( Read more... )

I went out for a coffee with my ex-boyfriend Tom, today. We get along well. We broke up ten months ago, stopped sleeping together three months ago, and no longer have any romantic feelings for each other. We had a nice time ( Read more... )

There is not much more depressing than being utterly infatuated with someone who barely knows you exist. I'm nearly twenty years old, but I feel like a silly schoolgirl again with a silly crush on someone much older and cooler than me. I am at a complete loss as to what to do ( Read more... )

What a night... Yesterday evening I embarrassed myself by having an attack of anxiety at choir, in front of my friend on whom I have a huge crush (well done Em). I ran outside and he followed me to make sure I was okay, and I stood there in tears, shaking like a leaf and unable to breathe. It was only a mild attack though so I calmed down as he ( Read more... )